Friday, January 21, 2011

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

So..... yeah.

So I'm feeling guilty for the lack of blogging for a while. Unfortunately I'm just not all that happy with life right now, and I'm not a big fan of complaining-blogging. I'm feeling like there's not many ways I can go about changing the stuff that's making me unhappy, so.... yeah. I wouldn't say that I have my head buried in the sand, but I'm feeling kinda like I'm on autopilot most days.

While work has some serious sucky-ness going on, my kids continue to make me smile every day. These days it doesn't balance out the frustrations, but it does remind me why I continue to do what I do. The other good thing I've got going for me right now is my slow but steady progress towards a healthier me. My friend from school introduced me to a trainer this summer, and not only is she a great teacher/motivator, she's also a great new friend and I'm proud of the work I've done and the results I'm seeing. I guess since this is something I DO have control over it is helping a bit to take the focus off the crap I can't control.

Anyway... I'm still alive and hoping that 2011 gets better than this.